question : whats the cutest monkey?
answer : proboscis monkayyyyyy!!

yes yes, been gone for far too long.
thought I'd pay a visit to my very abandoned blog.
so story.........

been to jakarta and back.
and probably back again.
i need a job.
anyone wanna hire me?
please, I'd buy you flowers.

Jakarta was fun.
Always was, though i had curfew. shucks i know.
went back late a couple of times.
but managed to run my way through it.
so it was all good.

My life, currently very exciting.
Nope, no boyfriend, no lover.
Just a handful of new friends.
I believe i underestimated some people.
They were not that bad after all.

I've  been too lazy to upload pictures, even on facebook.
My life used to be just me,my camera and my pictures.
Now its all just still memories of my happy life.

Yea, so maybe "happy" is an understatement of the year,
but hey, a girl can live in denial can she?

resolution for 2009 : get a job.
                                not to get to emotionally attached to anyone.
                                be happy
                                ngah!

I WISH!

Angered.
Exhausted.
Sick.
I don't want to care anymore.
About anything.
Seriously, just wasting my time.
Troublesome.
Learning to adapt to situations beyond my control.
However, not giving in.
What does that make me?
An angry angry tired tired stupid girl.

He came,
and that was what i needed.
We started a friendship like none other.
From having feelings back to reality.
I thought that was a pretty smart idea.
Considering we have not gotten that far ahead.
But why do i feel sad?
Was it because I'm not going to see my new friend for time to come.
Or that i know my friend was running back into his love.
Honestly,
I don't know how I'd be feeling.
Yet, i am not looking forward to it.
I just wish i can stop time ,
stop everything.
Sit still and listen only to the music in my head.